Ah time to catch up. It’s been such a long time since I’ve blogged!
To start, me and my lovely beloved have been doing quite well. I’m liking her more and more every second that passes xD! She’s so wonderful! I absolutely enjoy going biking with her, and how we’re all into photography and stuff. Really nice :]
School is pretty eh as usual. Physics is extremely boring, I’m holding onto my A quite easily. Spanish is just ugh, hate Gonzales man! He’s like a PMSing, weirdo teacher. His personality can go die, eh, boring class. Calculus is very nice at least, very fun and enjoyable. I understand Calculus! CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT, IKR!? Holding on to a B+, s.o.b no matter what I do it won’t go up!!! Then there’s Literature, which quite honestly I’m surprised I’m still holding a B….That class is ridiculous. Very fun too, enjoyable, but quite difficult. My mind set isn’t really on to English….
Let’s see…first of all my darling’s birthday is coming up, then it’s my birthday then after that I just have to figure out. Thankfully I have Google Calender to keep track of all my dates! YAY FOR TECHNOLOGY…Now if only AT&T would pick up their act and fix their infamous 30% drop call rate, sons of bitches.
Life has been alright, I feel extremely behind. College is getting to me, you know the deal. I need to start soon or I’ll be screwed, horribly. I’m very happy for all of the people that have already done so, now it’s my turn, however late I may be.
Feels good to blog once in awhile, I’m going to go finish homework and perhaps I’ll blog another day.
I will make this clear to all who read this. I DO NOT like to be ignored. You have no idea what happens to me when I feel I’m being neglected. I begin to have to the urge to punch a hole in someone’s face and go on a rampage, breaking every freakin thing in sight. So be warned and do NOT ignore me, on purpose. That’s the worse kind of neglect; I can understand if it was accidentally but if you intentional forget about me. I’m not going to finish that sentence because you don’t even want to know the rest. I may seem and act claim and indifferent all the time but I am aware of everything that goes on. I have to go now.
o 3o..-hug- :D
I’m tired of waiting around to actually be considered as a priority or someone worth your time, so I’m just going to take things as is, and if one day, there is someone out there that will put me as a priority, then maybe it’ll prove to you that it isn’t impossible to be busy and yet still have an actual relationship like you say. It takes two, and you might not think so, but you are a priority; not something I fit in just because I have nothing better to do.
Life happens, and people are busy. But there never really is a time when you’re not busy, and if you keep using that as an excuse, then what is the damn point in having a relationship? Feelings? What good are they, if you get nowhere with them. Maybe I’m just tired of being stuck for so long, going nowhere, getting nowhere, nothing.
In France, Jacques LeFevrier left nothing to chance when he decided to commit suicide. He stood atop a sheer cliff and tied a noose around his neck. He tied the other end of the rope to a large rock. He drank some poison and set fire to his clothes. He even tried to shoot himself at the last moment. He jumped and fired the pistol.
The bullet missed him completely and cut through the rope above him. Now freed from the threat of hanging, he plunged into the sea. The dunking extinguished the flames and made him vomit the poison. He was dragged out of the water by a kind fisherman and was taken to a hospital, where he died of hypothermia.
Very interesting O_O
Read till the end.
The greatest boyfriend would be in a way like this;
When she walks away from you mad [Follow her]
When she stares at your lips [Kiss her]
When she pushes you or hit’s you [Grab her and don’t let go]
When she starts cursing at you [Kiss her and tell her you love her](uh, maybe not…)
When she’s quiet [Ask her what’s wrong]
When she ignores you [Give her your attention]
When she pulls away [Pull her back]
When you see her at her worst [Tell her she’s beautiful]
When you see her start crying [Just hold her and don’t say a word]
When you see her walking [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
When she’s scared [Protect her]
When she lays her head on your shoulder [Tilt her head up and kiss her](really?)
When she steals your favorite hoodie [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you [Tease her back and make her laugh]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time[reassure her that everything is okay](example? I don’t get it)
When she looks at you with doubt [Back yourself up with the TRUTH](damn right)
When she say’s that she likes you [she really does more than you could understand]
When she grabs at your hands [Hold her’s and play with her fingers]
When she bumps into you [bump into her back and make her laugh]
When she tells you a secret [keep it safe and untold]
When she looks at you in your eyes [don’t look away until she does](staring contest!!!)
WHEN SHE MISSES YOU [SHES HURTING INSIDE](no she’s not >_>, not always, stupid one)
When she repost this bulletin [she wants you to read it](well I want HER to read it)
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
-DON’T let her have the last word. (lol i failed)
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she’s mad hug her tight and don’t let go
- When she says she’s ok don’t believe it, talk with her (seriously)
- because 10 yrs later she’ll remember you (she better remember me in 10 years O_o, wtf?)
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she’s sick (bad bad bad idea, take care of her but take care of yourself too, 2 sick people don’t make things better)
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world (I’m too poor xD)
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she’s important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain (oh yess)
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
“Who’s ass am I kicking baby?”
If you do reply this in the next four minutes the one you love will:
Guys post as: “I’d be this Boyfriend”
Girls post as: “BOYFRIEND guide
Alright so, yesterday was the homecoming football game and boy did we fail. Final score was 18-38, I was updating scores and just a bit of game play on facebook. We didn’t do that well, it wasn’t all amazing except for the few touchdowns that we scored.
Fireworks were amazing, honestly. They were so close to us, we felt the shock waves and the booms. Beautiful and fantastic finale, I applaud the people behind the fireworks.
After the game, me and my beloved hung out. It was very fun and enjoyable hehe. Definitely feel like I’m getting even closer to her now. It’s very lovely!
OKAY, so on to homecoming. I cannot wait for homecoming, I’m just counting down the hours. I honestly spent an hour tying my tie earlier, I can’t tie a tie for my damned life. I need to practice that… >_> I really want to see everyone dressed up and looking very formal, PRETTY! :D Everyone shall be in dresses and dress shirts and what not, very lovely.
After the dance, me and several others are going to go somewhere to eat. It will be cool walking around in our clothing xD! Oh goodness, I just cannot wait!
Today was nice, nothing really horrid to bring me down. I don’t really have much to talk about today but I feel like blogging so yeah. I totally can’t wait for homecoming, it will be my first time ever going to homecoming. I believe I said this before but I’m still really excited to see everyone there! All our friends dressed very nicely, I wish to see that.
Morris! I do hope choco comes home to yah. You seem extremely happy and spastic in your blog, that’s very nice haha xD. I think it would be creepy if every time I looked at you, you were just smiling a huge grin lawl.
Signor! Do hope everything works out in the end. As shitty as life get’s man, you know you just gotta man up and take it. Probably hypocritical of me to say that, but whatever. If anything man, if you need help, I got your back.
My beloved Darlene, oh how I like you so. Every moment with you is so very lovely and enjoyable. It’s just a great joy to think that, wow, I’m dating that girl. Your love for photography, your great artistic abilities are so very attractive. Your cute humor and adorable self makes me smile every day. You’re also smart, and fast, honestly I just would not be able to deal with people that are slow. Slow people annoy me, and you’re definitely not one of them. You and I get each other’s jokes, most of the time anyway, and I’m quite relieved at that. You also have that other side to you, and that’s a treat too :3… YAYYY 8] o 3o…
Good night to you all.
I feel a lot better about things now.
Life is really good for me right now.
I feel that I’ve fixed up relationships with people
and it feels nice.
I feel totally at peace.
…SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT ALGEBRA 2 HW SHITSHITSHIT
And thus, life goes on.
Fuck where’s the freedom I deserve? Makes me pissed why doesn’t she believe me?! I can’t breathe. Fucking idiot family!!
Today is monday. Monday is a very tiring and not fun day. I yawned.
Okay so today, nothing really special happened. Let’s start with the morning, today was the first day in PE that we weren’t swimming and I was quite happy about that. The morning weather was also really lovely, very cold and I liked it very much. We ran, really really effing slowly, several laps and we were done.
Moving onto second period, Physics C, it’s a borefest as usual. I’m not learning anything new and that’s okay, I have everything covered for the most part so far. Just another boring period.
Third period, nothing really to mention, we just had a presentation. Fourth period I failed my quiz, that sucked. Fifth period, MRS COPES IS SICKKK!!! Oh poor Copes, I do hope she get’s well soon. Sixth period, reading and I found that this one girl is actually very nice, I was always quite afraid of talking to her but she’s very friendly.
Moving on to after school (yay!), hung out with Darlene a bit as usual. That was very fun, eating lunch together at a very nice windy, and shady place. It was quite nice. Then we just stayed for a bit and talked but then, I broke her stick and she got mad. Now I am a stick-breaker, I just hope she doesn’t break my stick xD!
Ah, went shopping today and got my outfit ready for homecoming! So happy~~ :D
Today was very fun, watched 17 Again with Darlene as well. She went shopping with me and that was fun too. Can’t wait for homecoming, it will be my very first dance haha, never been to a dance all these 3 years! It shall be extremely fun, I am quite certain of it.
Ah, signor, I do wish you become well again. I do not mind putting up with your so called ignorant self as I am sometimes - often times, perhaps - and you deal with it just fine, or so I believe. Don’t worry about it man, we got your back. Relax and just eventually let it slip through your hands, or take grasp at it once again and pull it all back if you wish.
Morris, I DO HOPE YOUR DEAR CHOCO COMES BACK. I do not know how it is like to have a pet, but I understand it is losing someone in your family. Lord knows that if someone in my family went missing I would be worried as hell. Best wishes to your Choco and to you finding him. Get that guy a dog tag with contact info when you find him too!
And so life goes on, it’s time for me to slumber. I wish you all a wonderful night’s sleep and lovely dreams. See you all the next day.